"The changes in
my life are awesome. I always wondered what "it" was all about;
this 11:11 event was the most awesome event of my life. It gave me confidence,
assurance, hope, joy, fun and total commitment to a new way of life
which I can't even give enough thanks for. The unveiling of the duality
in its deepest sense is so clear to me now. I never experienced so much
joy and happiness in my life as during the 11:11 event. I felt so free
and happy to be on this only planet of free choice. I hope that I have
helped do my part for the whole of mankind and universe. Thanks so much
for allowing me to be a part of this event. I love you all so much."....
hours of deep sleep and even deeper dreams, I feel wonderful today.
There is not this typical "back in Germany" collapse. I still
feel so expanded and vast and there is this shift that the outer world,
the physical surroundings have lost the feeling of being real. I take
a close look at a German house, then I have to take several more looks.
I know that they are built very solid, a big storm can't blow them away,
however, they don't look real anymore. And the feeling is not that they
turn into an illusion, but it's more like they are slowly dissolving.
Being in Germany at this time seems to be an important part of Fourth
Gate. It's like the places are merging. I'm still in Tetiaroa, but I'm
also here. Things can merge and it seems they do so somehow by going
right through my heart.
Earth-Star Dance we danced created a huge opening which I first perceived
outside of me. Now, it's inside of me. Our almost hurrying away from
Tetiaroa and Tahiti to our next destinations seems to include the places
we are right now into our dances, into the Activation. I feel the same
way with the places I passed through on my flight back to Germany: Auckland,
Sidney and Seoul, where I spent so many hours waiting for my next flight."
"I'm taking time
from work to write to thank you for all that you did and to say I hope
you are doing well. You went through so much at this Activation, you
must be exhausted. Perhaps, that's an understatement. How you did what
you did. It really takes a strong person to pull something like that
off. I hope you'll find the strength to continue in one form or another.
I found the Fourth Gate
Activation to be a wonderful experience. That experience has changed
me forever. How could I ever go back to the way I was when I now know
who we are? I had no idea.
Prior to leaving Los
Angeles for Tahiti, I was feeling separate from myself. Sort of standing
behind myself and looking through. When I got to Tahiti, I found myself
to be more centered and that feeling of being outside myself had left.
Since the Activation though, I find that this feeling has intensified
and I seem to feel like I'm not all here. Like I'm in a different state,
What's really odd is
my dreams. Sunday night I dreamt that we were all in a circle and you
were saying that when the time came, we would know. I woke to see the
clock saying 11:23 and in my dreamy state I kept wondering why the clock
was showing November 23? What happened to the time? Where are the seconds?
After awhile I realized that it was all right and I was still sleeping.
Later that morning, I felt like I was swaying. I way lying down, but
I felt like I was swaying in the breeze. I also felt like I was hovering
over the bed. Not quite touching it." .... Walter Rohr
Hoping you have managed to rest by now ......after so much exausting
preperations for all that we shared in Tahiti. I would truly like to
thank you for all I learned through you and OUR ONE Heart and ONE Being
group !!!!! Fantastic and lovely people...... I hold all of you in my
heart, with unforgettable memories.
Here is a report on
4th Gate which I wrote for a friend:
Just got back yesterday,
after 13 magnificent days in Papeete, Moorea, Tetiaroa, Easter Island
and Santiago, Chile !!!!! I went to Tahiti with Solara´s 11:11
group for the 4th Gate opening, the Solar Eclipse and the Grand Cross.....
So many important events all together in the presence of our Christ
Grids south pole axis !!!!
Everything was so magic
and went perfectly well !!! I arrived there on the 5th and we had to
practice Solara´s dances a lot with a group of 70 people from
all over the world.....a great big family in One Heart and One Being!!!
We would learn from 9am to 10pm.....exausting!!!!
On the 8th we spent
the day at Moorea. That early morning my Higher Self oriented me to
do the clearing of Moorea, then activate my Merkaba with the axis, activating
our planet´s Merkaba....... So all 70 of us were together there
and at the right moment, silently, I did the clearing and later at 12:00
noon, I sat by myself on this beautiful beach, I activated my MerKaBa,
extending my prana tubo to the grid´s axis, becoming One with
the Grid and activating the Grid´s Merkaba....it went perfectly
!!! I also connected Moorea energetically to Sedona, the Sugar Loaf,
Cape Point, Byron Bay and many other Sacred points of the Christ Grid.
On the morning of the
10th, we went to Tetiaroa, Marlon Brando´s Island, so so beautiful,
for our ceremony for the 4th Gate 11:11. The trip was fantastic, we
went by Catamaran, 3.5 hours to get there...Crystal blue water!!!! A
great lunch / dinner waiting for us on the beach....... and our ceremony
started at 6:00pm and lasted all through the night until 7:00am the
next morning !!!!
There are a few scenes,
that will never leave my heart, mind and soul..... The moment we started
our first Sacred Dance, I opened my eyes and saw us dancing in the sky...couldn´t
tell if we were up there or if the sky had come down to earth.....amazing......
Another moment was the
actual 11:11 pm activation, we were trying to do the Golden Winged Lion
Dance, very very sacred, They are the ones who open the Gates and we
were trying so hard to dance it right and we had already failed 3 times
and I was totally out of strength to continue....so I guess all of us
were the same way, thinking we have to make it now, it´s our last
And we made it....all
of us together embodied the Golden Lion, from that moment on, our steps
didn´t matter any more.....it was the energy that had been embodied
and at the end of it....you could see, with your two eyes, the energy
aligning in the sky....so so fantastic.....the 4th Gate alignment.........
Another moment I can´t
forget was seeing all the nature spirits !!!! and that STARRY STARRY
night, so many constellations, not a cloud in the sky.... the island
is totally flat and we were on a point; we could see the stars from
horizon to horizon, like a starry dome !!!! So beautiful !!!! Also,
meeting some fantastic people from all over the world, was so nice!!!
Then I went to Easter
Island, so peaceful and lovely....no pollution at all, almost no antennas,
very little electric and electronic devices.....no TV, only 3000 people
on an island of 180 km", ......I asked my Higher Self if I would
have to do the clearing process and he answered, yes, because of the
battles and wars amoung the tribes and the presence of much black magic.
I arrived on that Friday
morning (the 13th) and on Sunday morning, the 15th, I went on a cliff
by the ocean and did the clearing, asking for forgiveness to all the
Elders, different Leaders and Chiefs, Birdmen, etc of all the tribes
and connecting this Sacred Island to the Grid and to all the other light
points which anchor the Christ Grid......It was so beautiful !!!!
On Monday the 16th,
I went to Santiago and as the plane landed, you could see how bad the
pollution was..... Rose imediately said ...Tessie can´t you do
something..... and I said only if my Higher Self orients me to...I´ll
have to wait for the right moment, and if I will be allowed to do something.....
Later that night.....
I received intuition to do the clearing of the center of Santiago, invoking
11 Devas of different places in this section of town, but to invoke
also the Deva of Santiago for the whole process: The center, Serro Santa
Lucia, Palacio Moneda, Praça de la Constituição,
Praça de la Liberdad, Hotel Majestic, Catedral de Santiago, Calle
Bernardo O´Higgens, Mercado Central, Serro de San Cristobal.
After we finished the whole process, which we started at 7:00 am and
finished at 9:00 am, we went for breakfast and right afterwards we went
to Serro Santa Lucia to have a look at the city and then do some shopping.....It
was amazing..... There was a whole in the middle of the sky about the
size of the center of Santiago and right over it !!!! Blue Blue sky
The pollution in Santiago
is very bad, I hope this will help some and since I invoked the Deva
of the city of Santiago, I did offer him the whole process on a diskette,
so he could use it as he thinks is appropriate along with the help of
the other Devas that had been cleared, to use on other sections of the
city.....but the pollution does extend into the mountains....to the
the whole country !!!!
I´m so happy about
this whole trip because I went with 3 purposes: the clearing of Moorea,
the activation of the Grids Merkaba and the 4th Gate 11:11 Activation,
I think all went fine and plus being in Easter Island was a dream come
true and I do thank the Great Spirit for all the opportunities He has
given me to serve !!! and I´m ready for more !!!!" .... Tessie