Brenda in Australia
I will start my story the day before, during the building of the mandala, where all the nations of the world formed themselves as ONE, with the love, focus and intent of the ONE Being present on location in Mallorca, a nd the larger ONE Being of Master Cylinder / Anchor Groups and all manner of Beings who were / are in tune.
As we gathered around the physical focus of flowers, I found myself being as Guardian / Anchor to this sacred undertaking. I was on my feet opposite Solara and Indigo as the names of the countries written on the Diamonds of the Unseen were read out, honoured and brought in energetically to create the mandala.
At first the chanting of the names felt a bit rote, then as I sank into the process I allowed the focusing power of this to bring in the nations through my body. I felt the Earth and her human and non human beings in their physical locations in my body as each Diamond was named, brought in and placed as mandala. And each nation felt different. For the 15 seconds or so of focus, my body moved for that country.
I moved from the ONE HEART position to an embracing arms wide Guardian stance, to a huge LOTUS HEART position with my back so arched and chest opened as far as I could. To gentle pushings of love from my hands at my side, to gentle scooping pushes with my arms down. Some nations I couldn’t feel and could only repeat the name over. Other nations I could have sobbed and wailed without end. The Middle Eastern nations were the hardest and I am grateful they don’t all start with the same letter!
Allowing the energy of each nation to move through me for 15-20 seconds, then the next, for the few hours the process took was amazingly transforming and I believe set me up for my usefulness the next day at the Activation. I peeled off many layers of myself to find the ONE who was not tired, continuously. At the end of the process I felt clean and deeply satisfied.
That evening at the last session, I felt so heavy I could hardly move physically. I felt pushed / anchored so deeply in the earth.
The morning of the Activation found me ready. I was early to the buses as I wanted to get a front row seat.The sacredness of the time was honoured and the bus was silent, energetically quiet and respectful in its anticipation / journey to the site.
I took in the beauty of the land and the energy of the ancient trees that were everywhere. Although not physically imposing height-wise they were so deeply rooted in the psyche of all things.
Mountain Gateway. Honoured. Honouring.... Big buses could go no further. Minivans, cars, walking.... Toilet queue. Goldfish pond. Stone staircase.... Sebastian.... Walking through the open air antechamber field. Guardians had begun to form on the perimeter. I passed through, then put my bag up at the site. Solara concerned with timing.
I returned to the antechamber field and took up a position on the perimeter and brought in my ONE True Love to hold me. Warm, loving, sacred. JOYOUS. The wind was cold at times and I would open to it to release my resistance. And at other moments allow my Love to warm me.
In the first line for mudras with 7 others. The ground beneath my feet was slightly sloping and I was momentarily concerned I would not find a flat spot. Found it, relaxed into the balance. Beautiful energetic flow with the mudras allowing me further.
Formed the initiation path on the other side of the Gatekeepers. Second in the long line forming to take us into the Activation site. Watching a flock of birds forming / writing ancient language above the Activation site. Activating me. Arms tired. Missed my cue to open initiation pathway with my partner. Pulled back in / down. Felt the urgency to be fully present physically by the importance of this Activation. Arms tired. Peeling off layers to find ONE not tired. Cold wind. Cold body. One True Love behind me. Giving fullest attention to each and everyone who walked past me.... ALL through.
Initiation pathway closed in and journied itself in / up. Walking Through. Walking through the line of our ONE BEING present here I felt my body slip further into the invisible. I was walking lightly and deliberately and could not meet any eyes. The importance was so REAL. A gap had developed between me and the person in front of me. When I caught up, I realized those before me were walking as ONE Being. I stepped into that space, bringing with me the serious focused intent I had found walking.
Solara leading us walking as ONE Being onto the Activation field. Huge circle. Opening THE HEART OF ONE. Iree, conch call; Hoku, ancient Hawaiian memories / ceremony. Connecting / reconnecting / plugging in. Solara reading out all the names of the Anchor Groups in their physical place names. Collectively bringing them in.
Moving into Starry Processional Dance. 2 circles. I was on the outside just near the place where the inside and outside points, as they had formed around the circle, met. ONE person too many. I felt the call to step out. Very Strongly.
Moved slowly around the outside of the Guardian circle into a gap. Did the GO. Took a solid position. Noticed other Guardians. Some doing unsymmetrical hand movements. Indicated to be replaced. Moved around circle to balance and remember instructions to Guardians. Did this a few times. In and out of circle.
I wasn’t watching the dancing in the centre. The energy all around was fairly scattered. Noticed some of the Guardians brought in to act as Guardians had taken up seated positions on the stone walls in order to watch. Annoyance, concern flowed through me as I indicated to be replaced, again only to be ignored. Used this to indicate I was meant to stay where I was. Tuned into the dancing. Grounded. Moved as authentically in tune as I could. Feeling not watching.
Lotus Dance. I felt the need to move with the petals as they opened out and sent the LOTUS LOVE energy all over the planet. The movements were very slow and I had to trust that as a Guardian I could move slowly. I could not have stood impassively and watched with unseeing eyes. I was not in the dance. I was working as Guardian who was working as an active transmitter / receiver of the energy.
Felt the tiredness in my arms and back again. Stripped off layers again until I found ONE who was not tired. As I moved inwards over the course of the Activation each NEW ONE / self I came upon was more joyous, more sweet, loving and gentle. Movement. Single Lotus forming, dancing, pulsing the energy.
Finishing. Lunch. Some Guardians left as well. Loosening, reforming, realigning Guardian circle. I found myself opposite the “entrance point” into the sacred space in the centre of the Guardian circle.
Aslans, forming, entering. I felt such sadness that bordered shame that I indicated to be replaced. I left the field altogether. Went to lunch. Back in time for the end-mudras out to the planet.
Assessed Guardians. All okay. Energy was fine; no-one wanted replacement. Whatever the purpose of the Aslan Dance, it was complete. I moved back into the Guardian circle opposite Omashar’s music place.
Insertion Point Dance. I was not watching the dancing. No distractions. The energy intense. Constantly doing the GO. Grounding. Grounding myself, the Guardians and sometimes many of the dancers. I was assisting the groundedness of the ONE BEING. Doing the movements of the GO slowly, deliberately and focused as an allowable Guardian movement and as a mudra in itself. I really slipped into my reason for being there.
Elements Dance. Felt the importance. Felt the scatteredness of the dancers forming their groups, preparing, remembering their steps. Couldn’t look. Constantly doing the GO again. Intense energy. Grounding. Grounding. Grounding. Working hard like the total pleasure it is to do a good day’s physical work. Felt some Guardians really kicking in. Photographers all around. Feeling the significance. Wanting to capture it. Bliss.
Had a look at the dancers. Felt confusion on the field. Many wanted so desperately to do it right. Saw the shifts and movement happening with many as they noticed another out of step. Each was working hard and FULLY TO ME IT WAS ONE BEING on the field ebbing and flowing, releasing and embracing what is and what is not.
ONE circle. ONE Being. Omashar. Music. Omashar’s voice stretched open so wide with such sweetness, tenderness and gentleness of the LOTUS HEART t hat it was like raining sweetness. Towards the end of the ONE Being singing “Earth and Star…”, I heard with my ears the heavens echo back with the same words. Rejoicing. I felt this to be the confirmation of completion for this aspect of the ONE / myself.
Mandala / Lotus was formed. I couldn’t hear the instructions from my place in the Guardian circle, b ut as the mandala increased in size all, including Guardians were called in. I had finished a hard day's work and was feeling that physical alignment and satisfaction and happiness, and I just wanted to sit where I was and watch for once. But I still had to work with the Mallorcan Guardians as they were a bit lost, so I came into the mandala and formed a pair with a beautiful woman from African bloodlines who was so fully into her nobility.
I thought we were all forming the countries of the planet in our diamonds, and I explained to her quietly as we lay together that each couple was the opposites coming together as ONE. I wanted her to know consciously what she was doing. And she did. And of course the petals of the LOTUS HEART are formed from the coming together of opposites. separation and duality are dissolved. Forming ONE big Lotus. To thank the Guardians, ourselves, Anchor Groups and all manner of Beings in attendance.
Really all over now. I moved into the circle and then out again. Couldn’t stay. Couldn’t stand. Went and sat on the Earth. Drank heaps of water. Relaxed. Toilet. Back again. Significant connections.
Gathering belongings. Minibus. Joy. Big bus. Sharing love, joy. Delicious rocking movement back to hotel. Walking directly to my room. Bath. Bed. Sleep.... Brenda of the One
Connecting with Kimberly while waiting for the bus on 13.02.07, I noticed her peacock feathers and asked if she had seen the white peacock en route to the Activation site. She said "What?" Repeated myself. She said "Where?" Explained as best I could - on the other side of Palma, before we went through the town streets that led through the BIG GATE. In a stone fence enclosure on the RIGHT side of the road, right next to the road. Saw quite a few peacocks. It was like - "Ooh peacocks! Ooh lots of peacocks! Ooh, A White ONE!!! Ooh, Where is its mate?"
I was actively looking for its mate, thinking surely there would be breeding pairs. The bus passed. Kimberly asked me to email you my little story. She said the white peacock was a symbol of the ONE BEING. Can't get my head around 'symbol' being real in the Invisible. So maybe she meant sign.
Anyway, when I was re entering the moment I remember I was looking for another Peacock as its mate. Of course the HENS are quite different. So I suspect I saw several hens, but not consciouly at the time.