The last two months of 2003 plunged many of us into Deep Waters of powerful
emotions. We were swept into swirling whirlpools, relentlessly spun
around down into the depths until we were gasping for air, and then
suddenly thrown back onto the surface. During this tumultuous time,
another wave of people chose to leave the planet, many quite unexpectedly,
creating shockwaves which cracked open the stalwart fortresses of our
Many of us cried and grieved, not just
for those who had suddenly died, but simply for touching the deeper
recesses of our own emotions. Whenever we crack open the hidden vaults
of our deeper emotions, it initially feels shocking and devastating.
Our emotions flood out through the ever widening cracks and overwhelm
us. There's no possibility of keeping them under control. It's very
messy as our feelings splash all around us, touching everything and
everyone who happen to be nearby.
To add to the mixture, some of us had
strange accidents or got sick with the flu. These served to throw us
a bit more off kilter, for now we didn't have the ability to function
in the old ways anymore. To compensate for this, we had to start utilizing
underused or lesser developed parts of our body, which rebalanced our
beings. Or just go to bed and let everything go...
Right at the beginning of December, a
series of veils started dissolving, revealing new layers of the Greater
Reality. Since we were already in a state of altered consciousness,
due to the shockwaves bombarding our emotional bodies, as well as any
physical impairments, we didn't have much distraction or resistance
to diving into the newly revealed depths of the Greater Reality.
Since then, many of us are experiencing
profound visions and revelations, dreams and flashes of penetrating
insight. Sometimes, we can travel so far into the Greater Reality that
we aren't sure if we'll be able to return. We are increasingly learning
to perceive our lives in totally new ways. We see them more as a sequence
of abstract energies with an ever changing interplay of shifting lights,
colors and shapes, rather than a stolid series of mundane details and
This has given us a greatly enhanced perspective,
allowing us to immediately change many aspects of our lives. The veils
of illusion continue to shred and dissolve. We can now see things more
as what they really are. We can see through people's true motivations.
We can sense whether integrity and openness are present and the energy
We're also discovering that our sleep
patterns are altered. We're not going to bed and waking up at the same
times as we used to. Our sleep patterns will keep changing with the
energies at play, so we might as well accept it.
Our eating habits are changed as well.
Many of us have lost our appetites. And when we do try to eat, we can't
remember what kind of food we like. Nothing feels very appealing. Eventually,
our appetites will return, although we might be eating quite differently
than before since it's time to focus on a more healthy way of living.
It feels as if all the known and unknown
elements of our lives are swirling around in the air about us; nothing
is pinned down or in its proper position. Our emotions have been running
wild like a team of stampeding horses who keep shifting direction, but
rarely slow their stride. Rifts developed in some of our relationships
and long standing friendships caused by issues of integrity and trust.
And everywhere we looked was a mess, piles of unfinished business on
every level possible.
It was in this state of unimaginable disarray,
unbridled emotions, penetrating visions-- feeling depleted, squished
and overextended-- that we entered the Year 2004.
We hoped that in 2004 there would be huge
changes. Actually, we felt these huge changes coming, but were unsure
how to find the waves of change and jump into them.
Once we entered January, there was a perceptible
shift. A few Green Lights turned on. We moved out of the tumultuous
storms into the blue. It happened quickly and easily; much sooner than
we had imagined.
January is a great entrance month to the
Year 2004. It won't be all about flying forward as we will still be
going deep within to analyze, resolve and recalibrate ourselves and
our perceptions. We will be righting many wrongs of the past, clearing
and healing the damaged parts of our beings. We will be sorting through
the elements of our outer lives and letting go of whatever needs to
be released. Taking a good, hard, clear look at everything. Putting
things into their rightful positions. Getting ready to soar through
the Green Lights of 2004.
It's important to realize that what will
most determine the length of the distance we travel through the Green
Lights is up to us. It depends on the solidness of our integrity and
honesty. If we're not solid in these areas, then our old self sabotage
mechanisms might just reel us in again to take us into another direction
and keep us small.
There are no limits this year, except
those we place on ourselves. We have the potential to fulfill some of
our most cherished desires. We just need to be clear as to what we really
want and not settle for any compromises.
Our breakthroughs this year will also
be determined by the effort we put forth. How much effort do we need
to put in? Easy, it's 100% or more.
We're going to get more organized than
ever before, and we'll need to be. This won't just be our old way of
organizing things; it's going to a new level, a new depth of sorting
things out and putting everything in its new proper place. January is
a great month to focus on this.
2004 is a very creative year and our inner
beings cry out to us to create. We think that if only we could get organized
or moved or settled, we could launch into our creativity. What we need
to realize is that this stage of disarray, resolution and repositioning
is actually the birthing of our creativity. Creativity is always birthed
This is the year when our outer lives
are finally going to mirror our inner beings. And as the year progresses,
we will develop more trust in the perfection of the process, in the
way that things are playing themselves out.
January is the last month where the focus
is still on realigning and refining our inner beings. So instead of
trying to force things to happen in the outer world, let's go within
and change whatever needs to be changed. Let's upgrade our beings so
there's no longer that massive gap between who we really are and who
we allow ourselves to be in our daily lives. Then we'll be ready to
leap through the Green Lights.
By the Chinese New Year / New Moon of
January 22nd, there will be a noticeable shift. This will feel like
the moment when the New Year actually begins. We will be thrust into
the Blue. A whole series of Green Lights will come on, and if we've
done our homework, we can soar through.
Year 2004 Surf Report: Green Lights To Greatness
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