Right from the beginning, this year feels very different. It's more serious and more grounded than previous years. Everything feels more real. 2012 is laden with deep undercurrents of massive, unprecedented change.
In January many of us are feeling a tremendous sense of urgency and excitement to get to our right places with our right people, align as One Being, start living True Lives and manifest our True Purpose. We know that the time is NOW.
Yet what we are encountering often feels more like navigating an obstacle course rather than progressing along a clear path illuminated by a series of Green Lights. Many of these so called obstacles are glitches, often found in technology, electronics or just simple communication. When they occur, we have to keep on going and find our way through.
I've experienced a lot of these glitches recently. After three of us worked night and day for several months on our two new websites, we finally launched them on January 1st. After an hour, the host of our new websites decided to shut them down for no apparent reason. We immediately changed service providers and our new websites reappeared a day later. Only this time, the photos for the 11:11 Photo Journey only appeared in the English version. We finally solved this problem, which hadn't existed on the first provider, only to discover that the service provider of the Nvisible website had changed our server without warning and all the pages we had uploaded the day before, including the Year 2012 Surf Report, had disappeared.
When these glitches occur, it's important that we don't take them personally and simply recognize them as an obstacle course filled with the debris of duality. We need to realize that these glitches bring us needed rerouting, moving us into the correct direction or the correct timing. Then simply do what is needed and continue on.
So far, this is the pattern for January: We zoom ahead on the creative surge; then everything appears to come to a stop. Then we zoom forward again. This is happening because we are inserting very NEW, TRUE and REAL energies into the collapsing world of duality. I really hope that this pattern doesn't continue for much longer.
At the same time we are zooming and stopping while traversing the obstacle course, things that we know are REAL and TRUE feel like they are manifesting; then they suddenly appear not to be happening. Yet, we know that they are really happening, even when they don't appear to be. Through all this STOP and GO, it's easy to become confused if we don't stay true to our Heart's Knowingness.
Usually, we just look at the linear surface view of life to see what's going on. But this horizontal, linear surface view is not giving us an accurate picture at this time. If we just look at the linear view of the visible surface of our lives, it's easy to become disheartened and discouraged at times. This is when we need to remember that what APPEARS to be happening or not happening, isn't necessarily what is REALLY going on.
This is especially true if we don't take into consideration the massive activity that is happening beneath the surface. Here great movement is taking place. This is similar to looking into the depths of the ocean and seeing volcanos erupting and new islands being formed. We also don't always notice the infinitely vaster overview of what is REALLY going on, simply because we don't look at it very often since we are too involved in the details of everyday life, like making a living or keeping ourselves entertained so we won't get bored. We also cloud our clear, unbiased perspective with unrequited desires such as our yearnings to find our One True Love, instead of fully inhabiting the HERE and NOW.
To know what is really happening, we need to look larger and align with our Heart's Knowingness. Sometimes we feel that much is happening, but we cannot see anything as if we are in a thick fog. During these times, we definitely cannot rely solely on outer appearances. When we can't see clearly, we need to utilize our true feelings as our new method of seeing. We can always navigate through the misty fog with our Heart's Knowingness.
During January we are going to be continually tested to see if we are holding true to our Heart's Knowingness. Our Heart's Knowingness is the compass that will show us our true direction. When elements that we know are true don't appear to be happening, we must stay with the feeling of rightness that we feel in our hearts. Our Heart's Knowingness is like a lighthouse in the densest fog. It's our homing beacon. It will always lead us into the truest places.
In 2012 the Line in the Sand has been drawn and we all need to choose where we are going to stand, if we haven't done so already. We are discovering who is in and who is out (for now). We can't worry about the people who are out right now; instead we are gathering together with those who are definitely in, those ready to make a commitment to actually live True Lives, rather than just dream about them. It's time to come together as One Being with those who share our True Purpose and start manifesting our True Lives. All the while we remain wide open for others to join us.
At times, we may feel disappointed that some of the people we are close to just aren't getting what is really going on. We've been preparing to manifest our True Lives. We've been giving our full commitment to this for a long time, and now our express train into our True Lives is leaving the station and some of the close ones whom we thought would be on this journey with us, aren't on the train.
These are the ones we thought for sure would be here, but they aren't ready, so they don't show up. Or perhaps, it's simply not the right train for them. Instead, other people unexpectedly appear to take the seats of those who didn't show up. These new ones are prepared and ready. They jump on the train with great enthusiasm and their full commitment.
Some of the unready ones might finally decide to participate, but when they do, they may not be able to find seats on the train because they are already full. Or they might discover that the train has left without them. Then they might have to find another train that goes to a different destination with a new group of people.
Because some of the express trains into our True Lives are now leaving the station, we all need to be clear if we're meant to be on them. If it's a conscious decision based on our Heart's Knowingness that this isn't your right train, then ALL IS WELL. Your correct train will come in its right timing. But if this is a default decision because you are holding onto fears, then you might not want to miss your chance.
A massive realignment of soul groups is taking place this year. New soul groups are forming and old ones are dissolving. Some of the people in our new soul groups were in our previous soul group; others are completely unexpected. When our new soul group comes together, we form One Being with a shared True Purpose and build our new True Lives.
This is what is happening with the people who came together for the shared purpose of activating the Doorway of the 11:11. Some people came in to help activate a Gate or two; others were commited to the entire journey. Some came in at the beginning, while others came in at a later date, but made the commitment to see it through. Now that the final 11:11 Activation will take place later this year, this 11:11 soul group is being reconfigured. A new Heart of AN soul group One Being is forming, while other 11:11 people will spin off into different soul groups.
This is why if you want to participate in the birthing of a New World, if you want to live a True Life as a True One, it's important that you align with your right people and places as soon as possible. It's time to step in right now. It's much better to leap in during the birth process then to sit back on the sidelines as an observer and let everyone else create the New for you, expecting that you will be able to step in at the last minute and have the perfect position waiting for you. This isn't the time to plan your life as a separate individual, but to leap into One Being with your right soul group and create the New and True.
Right now lots of hidden stuff is coming up in people. Any fakeness, ego or energy manipulation is becoming glaringly obvious. And it all has to be stripped away. Immediately. We simply cannot carry this with us into 2012. We can no longer make excuses for why we aren't ready. The time is NOW. The line in the sand has been drawn....
One we make our conscious choice as to where we stand,
this is the type of line in the sand we will be drawing....