SOLARA'S SURF REPORT FOR DECEMBER 2002

Since the middle of November we have been passing through a minefield of sinkholes. Sinkholes are places which appear normal, but when we step on them, the ground collapses under us, sending us into a deep pit.

Each time that we fall into a sinkhole, they bring up deep and sometimes devastating emotions. This minefield is causing a distortion frequency which affects everything. Situations can suddenly go weird without any warning.

This is having a particularly disruptive effect on our relationships. The people whom we have been the closest to can be suddenly estranged from us. Once again, the issue of Personal Integrity is highlighted.

If we are not honest in our interpersonal relationships, if we don't share our true feelings and be real, then our relationships don't have anywhere to go. They have nothing to build upon. If there is no honesty, there can be no trust. If the integrity isn't rock solid, then we can't be there.

During the Activation of 5th Gate, our One Being came together stronger than ever. Since then, it has felt as if it has split apart. When this happens, we feel that we have been cast adrift. The One Being really is the key to our future. It's the key to our survival and perhaps, the very survival of the planet. It's really important not to lose the contact. We all need to feel connected now. Especially in these strange times when the world situation is becoming so distorted and pulled into a state of exaggerated duality.

And although we are all busy dealing with our own personal issues, it's vital that we reach out with compassionate understanding and mutual support with those with whom we have a deep connection. And do whatever we can to keep those connections from feeling distant or severing.

There is such a profusion of things happening all around us. We are being constantly bombarded with intense energies. It's easy to get into a state of inertia where all we want to do is curl up into a ball and be very still. Going into almost a state of suspended animation. This may be exactly what's needed during this time if you find it difficult to go out and get things done.

Many of us have been undergoing a process of deep grieving. Tears come easily and sometimes for days. So much of the old is dying away that we are filled with an incalculable sadness. This isn't happening to everyone, for there are always some who are holding the beam for the rest of us. But if it is happening to you, then it is crucial to continually remember NOT TO TAKE THINGS PERSONALLY.

It's easy to say this, but when you are submerged in a sinkhole, the first thing that occurs is that you start taking everything which happens personally, very personally. The merest slight becomes huge; it becomes a personal rejection. This is exactly the type of reaction which we must cast away.

If you are falling into the emotional sinkholes which abound, you might be experiencing a sense of being cast adrift. There's not much to hold onto. You feel that what used to be real is becoming increasingly unreal as you slip out to sea. This is all part of the loosening of the sticky adhesive of attachments which I mentioned in last month's Surf Report. We are being cast adrift in many ways.

If we could just remember WHY we are being cast adrift, it would be most helpful. We are still being rerouted, loosened from our old attachments and drifting into our new positions. That's why people and situations are changing so dramatically in our lives. That's why we are sometimes experiencing an overwhelming sense of inertia and hopelessness.

This feeling of being cast adrift is definitely unsettling and uncomfortable. It makes us feel quite alone. It makes us feel uncertain as to where we are going. Much of the time all we can feel is this tremendous sense of loss, rather than the excitement of being drawn to new people, places and situations. If we can let go of the attachments of the past and allow ourselves to drift into our future, then much of our sadness and discomfort will be alleviated.

These sinkholes are not occurring aimlessly. They serve to throw us into emotions which we have suppressed and submerged, which now need to be dealt with. By falling into a sinkhole we are forced to go where we've avoided going, to feel what we've avoided feeling. All part of the process of becoming totally healed and whole...

How do you get out of a sinkhole?

Just as quickly and easily as we fall into a sinkhole, we suddenly find ourselves out of them. The signs to look for are:

Being able to communicate with others again.

Being able to do things again.

Regaining a positive outlook on life.

When these things happen, then we are out of the sinkhole. Once we have emerged, there's a new surge of energy. It feels great! It's best to try to catch up on things as quickly and efficiently as we can, because there just might be another sinkhole waiting for us...

Throughout December, we will be gathering clues and hints about our new situations. It's similar to putting together a jigsaw puzzle. We've been finding pieces for several months now. Some of the missing pieces will be brought to us by others.

By the end of December, we are finally going to have enough pieces together to be able to see parts of the picture. Our way will become much clearer. And we will be able to take some decisive action to move ourselves into our new situations.

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